Throwing Chocolates at the Television

Who even came up with the idea of heartbroken girls eating ice cream and watching movies like The Notebook and The Way We Were. I mean someone had to start the trend and deemed it good enough or else girls wouldnt use it as a gateway for healing. In reality it does nothing but give you calories and false hope that that is how things are "supposed" to be. I don't think i will ever understand those movies. Love doesn't turn out like fairytales. The movie Twilight made it even worse. I mean come on the perfect guy who will and can give you the world on a silver platter and is just all around infatuated and flawless. We are all cosmicly warped to think that the laugh, the hair twirl, the clothes, the make up all of that gets us the guy we want. I on the other hand, just need to put my love into something thats not me. A pet, a project, or the worse one, a man. Its my guiltiest pleasure and my biggest downfall. How will i ever solve this reoccuring dilemma? I could eat my feelings or become the crazy cat lady everyone loves to taunt. Those aren't problems they are seemingly efficent solutions. I hate him but cant help but love him. Its the little things that draw us in and keep us there. They're smile, they're laugh, just about anything that makes your heart melt. Its the same thing for everyone. We all love it. We all hate it. We all bitch about. Its a different experience for us all but we all cant live without it. How do i keep myself back when he's unknowingly pulling me in.