The One that got away

Remember how we used to look at each other?
Remember the shallow breaths and stolen kisses?
Or the time we danced in the street and i all i saw was you
Did you know your the only one who makes me laugh genuinely?
Remember the late nights and the conversations until dawn?
Remember whispering sweet nothings while holding me.
"You always fit me" you said.
We were so close but oh so far.
Remember we grew up and changed
Remember those stolen kisses were given to another?
I remember you were always there
Screaming fights, tears, in the end it was still love.
Remember i left you that December day?
Did you know i'd regret it forever?
Remember the birthday cake?
And the morning coffee.
Remember the Rose?
Did you know i still have it?
Remember the rooftop?
and the half built houses
Remember the wash?
and you said it would be okay to jump.
You'd catch me if i fell.
Remember the black lighters?
and the after sex cigarettes.
Remember the engagement?
and how it broke
Did you know i never wanted that to shatter?
Remember how you always listen?
and how you still.
Did you know the bad parts of the past never mattered?
But for everyone else it does
Remembered we shared everything?
Did you know i still think we do
Remember the last time i saw you?
and how it was a secret
Did you know all i wanted was you?
Remember how i was your muse?
I want to be the girl in your songs
Did you know my heart melts when you play?
Did you know deep down i'm still your milk machine girl?
Did you know i'm still very much in love with you?
Now let me ask you one last thing
Will you be my wonderwall?